Blog >:3

 Feb 13 2025 

 5 am 

Been stressed like hell lately. Not much else. Stress, worry, rage. Dissociating is a bitch. And I get it, the shock of losing the job has been hard. The ordeal of living has been hard for nearly 22 years. I guess it makes sense we go a bit crazy. Looking for a new job. In the gym everyday. Working on coding, the webpages. This project is a good distraction. We throw hours into this. Learning, experimenting.

With the added stress comes the wolf. We all feel it. If anything, acknowledging it is fucking nice for a change. Doing what feels good. Had a moment yesterday though. For a second, but still a moment. Was journaling and just... Kinda slipped from reality. We were convinced we were a reincarnated writer having a breakthrough moment, a moment of realization, a connection to our past life. Snapped out of it quick enough, but we need to be careful.